sadly, i feel sad :( but happy at the same time.
its the mood swingy things again.
after reading something (that's not chiclit, or maybe it is) i now feel sad :( because i'm thinking of how amazingly boring my life is.
but yet again, i think of the people around me (who by the way are little p4 kids from nat's birthday party) who keep running to me like i'm the most interesting and knowledgable person in the world. and i feel that i'm an important person. until i realise that all they want is to know where they can hide for hide and seek, and my laptop.
sometimes i feel like i know why i'm here, who i am.
but other times i feel lost and unwanted.
during these times i tell myself its just hormones or something, but i still feel sad :(
=/
now i think i'm too materialistic.
now i think i'm thirsty. i need a drink. must make sure not to get a soft drink, i think my teeth are dying.
thank goodness for nice people.
p.s. i know that most hardly makes sense. people like avery might probably understand what i'm saying. darn it now i feel bad for being annoying. *sigh* i need to pee.
i must stop typing and wasting everyone's time. bye.